I want this so bad…. but $95…If I cant stop thinking about it I might just have to break down and buy it..
People.. I hate in general. The ocasional friend is what I call some one who only call’s, text’s or chats with you for convience. They rant to you and etc, because no one else is anwsering or willing to chat with. They of course the victims in this case, due to their mean nature and sarcasm. Had hard lives but still use it as an excuse to be rude to everyone around them. Once a person doesn’t tend to feed into him/ her with a nice calm collective responce. He/she flips out since you treated them the same way. The same way, they have always treated you.While I know that friends are something to lean on but.. in this case there is no leaning. What ever has happened to treat other’s …how you want to be treat ?
Wow.. I bet this girl by now thinks I hate her or thinks I’m fake. Like I’ve tried and tried again to be nice to her. I’ve tried everything but it all doesn’t seem to matter what so ever. So .. I’m done and I’ll just move on to a diffrent friend group if It means loosing those people too. I’m done, I think she is the most fakest person in the world if she won’t even confort me. W/e… I’m just sad because of it.
I really hate it that people you’ve shared your intimate side with, as a private thing to keep to themselves…… They suddenly tell others or tell the other person that you are having a problem with a problem you don’t want to be aired. Friend’s in general could be good people but some of the ones I have it’s like “Fuck you”. I trust the people I were great friends with in middle school more then some of the ones I have now. They were respectable people that I enjoy. They don’t make me angry or vengeful but make me happy and laugh.Most that I have now make me angry and sad. I do admit some friends that I have met and made friends recently do truly own up to that status but the rest don’t. I would call them a “B” rated person. I truly feel so isolated, due to this. I know I am not so great myself but I atleast keep things to myself.
Matt and Kaz.
God.. I’m like so done with this. So, today since I’m sick and I’m extremly angery.. I began to think of why. Why am I angery? Well first off part of which is since… a jelous bitch the whole time had made me push away my friendship. This woman I have been putting up with for a long time. All she would do in the halls is get jelous if I even mentioned the guys name. Of course I wasn’t exactly intrested in him but come on. So, basically before I began to hang with this guy or talk with him she never even batted an eye lash at him. Now they are best friends !? It seems she developed a mutal attraction to him after Him and I began to hang out, talk, etc and Now she is like get away from my man? Bitch first off I don’t like him that way. Second off he don’t want you. You are a very sexual being. Who probly laughs inside for my own beliefs which I don’t push on you. You push your beliefs on me and Have the nerve to call me out on what I believe in.Then your constant rants and what not at lunch in my face. Blah blah blah. This girl seems to not care about anyone but herself and even though I still like her as a friend I have never trusted her. I know I’m not perfect myself but jeez.. she can go somewhere. Always with her jelous reactions to everything I say. It seems like she feels threatened by me. Good feel threatened by me . She honestly believes by bringing guys over and seeming easy is what attracts them to her. Being easy simply repulse’s men but it pushes them away.